we were meant to live for so much more , have we lost ourselves?

I believe wholeheartedly in an abudant life, but sometimes I wonder if I am living it. Homeschool co op was yesterday and it went pretty well. It doesn't excite me like it used to though. I guess the exciting part is bringing something out of nothing, the creation part. Once its up and running , it becomes kind of blase. Its still fun , and the boys always want to do it every day. So I feel like its accomplishing its purpose. I am just restless. I need something new, a challenge to sink my teeth into. I am trying to be patient and wait on God, but I am not always content with just waiting. I feel God moving in the background, but I cannot see what he is doing. I know most people do not understand what I am trying to say, what I feel God is calling me to . There has to be more than what I am doing. I feel trapped, pushed into a situation I was not made for. I love my family, and I thank God for his abudant blessings material and otherwise. I know He is preparing my heart and mind and character for something else. I need to be malleable to the potter's hands. Easier said than done. ;)